Warrior Poet

Blessed be the Lord my Rock,

Who trains my hands for war,

and my fingers for battle

Broken for the Lost

Is there ever a moment in our day, when we stop and think about a world who does not know Jesus?

Is there ever a moment in our day, when we look around us at the souls who are lost, searching and seeking for something to satisfy their lives?

I’m broken today.

As I walk through the streets of Itaewon, I see many faces, but I cannot feel the life.

I overhear multiple conversations over the drowning noises of bustling cars, honking horns, and flickering lights.

I make contact with face after face, seeing smiles, laughter, lonliness, confusion, depression, fear, disallusionment.

And I remember. Wow. I remember.

God that was me. I was that guy. I was the lost guy who was searching for happiness but never really finding it. I was that guy that was in a whirlwind of chaos we call friday night.

And I remember, God you saved me. You called me out of my darkness to step into Your light.

It wasn’t overnight.

But God you pursued me. You never gave up on me. Even when I willingly dived back into the filth of my sin, you said

“Son get up, thats not who you are”.

You led me to the cross. To behold your one and only son hanging on the that piece of wood. Bleeding. Suffering. Dying.

All for me.

For this world you love so much.

You gave it all. You laid it all down. You gave up your life to save mine.

So, God.

Forgive me. Forgive me for giving into the fear of man, when I feel you pulling on my heart to share the story of this love with somebody I dont know.

Help me. Help me to overcome my fears, and to be compelled by love, that would overcome all the stupid reasons why I cant reach out to somebody.

Let Me lay down my life, so that You can save somebody’s life through me.


After all. You set the example.

People of God who are reading this.

Let us lay down our lives, our rights, and our fears so that God can use us for a people that He loves so much.

May we not let any oppurtunity pass us by.

May we look back from the other side of eternity and see that we lived every day fully.

No regrets.

Light a fire inside of us God.

In Jesus Name.

Amen.

Rest

Rest.

What exactly is TRUE rest?

Like all things, we have to come back to the source. God. He is the author of Life. Nothing really makes sense about our existence apart from Him.

In the book of Genesis, which literally means “in the beginning”, the word rest is first mentioned in the beginning of chapter 2.

It says:

2 By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. 3 Then God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.”

We see here that God was the inventor of Rest. Amazing.

Isn’t it crazy to first of all think that Our God Rests? The God, The Creator of the Universe and of every living thing, The God who is God. He actually… Rests..

This statement alone is incredible to me. I believe it shows us a glimpse into the character and nature of the infinite God. That Our God spends 6 days, each day creating layer upon layer, with wisdom, understanding and great joy. And after He is finished, he sets aside an entire day just to rest. And not only so, but he consecrates it as a Holy Day. He says that it IS holy, BECAUSE He Rested that day.

There’s a correlation here. Holiness and Rest. Hmmm….

I believe God is a God who loves to enjoy. He loves to enjoy not only his creation, but the intimate fellowship that comes with being at rest with one another. There is something that I feel like God has been trying to teach me this year about True Rest. True Sabbath. That Resting in Him, is something so incredibly important to Him. And if its important to Him, well I want to align myself with that.

I know that living in Korea, it can be hard. Actually, I’m not gonna lie, it has been freakin almost impossible at times to just be at rest. And I’m not saying that I have never had a day or a time where I have been unoccupied, but I am saying that at times its been hard to be still. And just know. Just know that He is God. And in that, I can rest. Not be so strung up, worried, and stressed out.

I believe Rest is the beginning of true fellowship. It is where we must start every single day. I believe rest is the place where we can actually hear the most clearly. I believe Rest is the place that God desires the most. For like any Good Father, God is most validated as Our Father when we are most at Rest in Him.

Interestingly enough, there was a man in the Bible who’s name was Rest.

His name was Noah.

It is from this name Noah where we get the Korean word “Noo-wuh”. which means to lie down.

Noah was a man who walked with God. He heard the word of the Lord to build an ark, and he was obedient to that word faithfully for the long haul.

I believe we are living in a time in History where God is really raising up a Noah Generation.

In the book of Matthew Jesus talks about the Last Days. He says, just as in the days of Noah when people were eating and drinking and being merry, so it will be in these last days.

Well, what does that mean?

I believe it means simply this. That we are seriously living in a day where the World is eating, drinking, giving themselves to the very pleasures of the world and all that comes with it. And just like in the days of Noah, it will be those who have heard the voice of the Lord, lived according to that and in a sense built an ark, that will truly be saved.

That just as people were just chilling and doing there thing in the days of Noah and then a flood came, so it will be with the Return of Yeshua the King.

Ladies and Gentlemen this is just reality. Its not what everyone wants to hear. Trust me I know. But this is reality. The word of God says it and I believe it. Its as simple as that. I dont need to be skeptical of my God.

So it’s interesting that Noah’s name actually means Rest in Hebrew. I believe Names have such significance. It’s as if they mark or speak of the Life of that person. Destiny.

So what does it mean for us to be a Noah generation? I believe it means that we are to be a Resting Generation.

Does that mean we are to be a generation that sleeps all the time.

NO!!!

But I believe it does mean that God is raising up a generation who will know the first and greatest commandment intimately not just conceptually. To love the Lord with all that we got. 

A generation that will know what it means to rest with God.

A generation that knows the very heart beat of the Lord. A God who loves the world and every single person in it.

Apart from this heart piece, I believe it will be very hard for us to really see all that God has for us to see in the years to come.

In the book of Hebrews chapter 4, it talks about entering into the Sabbath Rest.

That we are to make every effort to enter into the Rest of God.

Sounds pretty funny huh? Strive and make every effort to Rest…

Actually I think it makes complete sense. I believe in the hour and the day that we are living in, this is actually our greatest battle. To rest in the Lord.

I believe we are so prone to really fall under the influence of all the busyness, business, and chaos. All the clutter, all the stuff, all the lights, camera and action.

I believe it makes perfect sense. We actually need to make every effort, jealously gaurd our alone time with the Lord, and just be at rest in Him.

This must be the starting place. This must be the place in which we abide day to day. Otherwise… we will run on fumes. Trust me.

If we are to truly be a people, a generation who really knows who are God is. There is no other way than to be at rest in Him as a lifestyle. To carry the true Shabbat of the Lord wherever we go that we may hear clearly, and be the expression of His heart towards the earth.

It all comes down to Jesus. He really is the Question and the Answer.

He holds all things together. He is the One and Only. The True and Faithful One.

Our Rest is a Person. He is our Sabbath Rest. There can be no true rest as long as we are constantly striving for perfection. Jesus is our Rest.

When He Said “It is Finished”

It was Finished.

All the Work was finished on that great and amazing day. And now we are living in His Sabbath Rest.

Thanks for Reading.

This is what I ate for breakfast almost everyday in Hawaii….
This is an Acai Bowl, filled with the most dank ingredients ever.
Papaya, Hempmilk, Blueberries, Banana, Strawberry, HempSeeds, Mulberry, and all sorts of other crazy SuperFoods.
I’m thinking about bringing this to Korea. Any thoughts?

This is what I ate for breakfast almost everyday in Hawaii….

This is an Acai Bowl, filled with the most dank ingredients ever.

Papaya, Hempmilk, Blueberries, Banana, Strawberry, HempSeeds, Mulberry, and all sorts of other crazy SuperFoods.

I’m thinking about bringing this to Korea. Any thoughts?

Back in Kona

Right now, its 10:19 PM Hawaiian Local time.

It feels so sureal yet natural being back here in Kona, Hawaii. Its crazy how in one day you can be in one of the busiest cities in the world, and the next, halfway across the globe in a quiet secluded town in the middle of the pacific.

Man God is good.


Currently, im stayin very close to the YWAM missions base out here. A very hospitable family has been taking care of my accomadations down to the T. I feel incredibly honored and loved by the Lord.

It feels like home being back here. Maybe because this is where it all really began for me. Life that is.

This is where I first fell in love with Him. Jesus that is.

Man its refreshing to be here right now. As i was praying on my flight over here, I just felt in my spirit God was telling me that it would be a time of R and R.

Restoration and Revelation that is.

Seeing old friends, old mentors, new faces, new voices, its all very encouraging.

I am here to just rest and enjoy the Lord. And as He leads, connect with other Kingdom minded people to really join in what God is doing in the world.

Will continue to blog as much as possible during my time out here.

Good Night everybody.

This is my BFF: Andy Park.

This is my BFF: Andy Park.

Shalom

So I remember the first day of my Political Science 4101 Class (Conflict Resolution).

The teacher began with a question…

“What is the definition of Peace?”

There was a quite slum that fell over the room. Maybe it was the first day of class feeling, maybe people really didn’t know how to respond.

But a brave young soul raises his hand and says,

“Peace is the absence of conflict.”

I realized at that moment that this is what the world thinks about Peace.

It must be an absence of conflict.

As I sat there, a bit uncomfortable at the sound of that answer, I knew that Peace was something so much more.

Peace Is not the Absence of Conflict. But Rather it is the Presence of Heaven’s Reality.

Heaven and Hell are very real. 

Heaven is a real place.

And Peace is the very atmosphere of Heaven.

It’s called Shalom. A word that carries such a deeper meaning than what you and I consider peace.

If peace is simply the absence of conflict, then a family dinner where there are no fights and arguing must be a picture of Peace. Right?

Shalom, the Hebrew word for Peace, carries the meaning of perfection, wholeness and the deepest rest.

A family dinner full of Shalom is a picture where hearts are fully open, the flow of life moves without hindrance, and as a result Joy, Laughter, and Love fills the room.

So as I sat there in the classroom, I realized that the Peace that God gives truly is a Shalom that the world does not know.

But yet we all crave for this in our inmost being.

Before Jesus ascended into heaven, he said, 

“Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful

Peace is the PRESENCE of God living within us. 

May you be at Peace this day.

thanks for reading.

-andy

A Poem

If life was a woman I’d kiss her

I’d tell her how beautiful she is

and how wonderful she smells

If time had hands I’d shake them

I’d thank them for letting me hang out for a while

If love was a place I’d never leave

I’d make my home

under the canopy of its shelter

I’d tend to its needs and bring others with me

If imagination was a color

I’d mix it on the palette of my dreams

I smile at the days to come

and I would do it all again.

Shaken not stirred.

Sometimes I feel like we are looking for something inside of us to be stirred. when in actuality, what we really need is to be shaken.

I feel alot of that these days. the shaking.

I think my immediate response to any shock to the system is one of withdrawal, panic, maybe even some fear.

But what I realize when I realize, is that theres no place I would rather be than being completely stripped of all that I have and all that I know if it means that I can be with God.

I remember, back in February of 2006, it was a tumutuous time. Self-induced nonetheless.

For those of you who know the story of my life, you know this time well.

But it was a time when I lost everything. Everything I thought was everything.

My world went black, but the funny thing is, my world was already black. Tainted with dissapointments, filth, and purposelessness.

But in that time, there was a whisper. An almost silent beckoning to search for more. to search for the truth.

Surrender.

In surrender, you are finally free.

Free.

free from all expectation and pressure. I believe its the seeming paradox we see when a young boy from the slums of India carries a smile that you and I percieve as almost unreal.

Too golden.

Looking back, I thank God with all my heart for the shaking. I think its the greatest thing to ever happen in my life.

I realize that God’s love truly is a jealous consuming fire. that he will get our attention and call us to him, because He is Love.

Love has no other option than to shake us.

Once again, this shaking seems altogether familiar but distantly foreign.

I surrender. My life is not my own. And all that I have is simply borrowed. God gives and takes away. And my heart will choose to say. Blessed be your name.

Thank you for reading. Good night and Amen.

Prayer

Would you truly make all of us
The people of Faith
Jesus Christ, the victor over the world.
Give us the power of Your name
Destroy the gates of the enemy
And accomplish Your purpose

Raise up God’s churches
Liberate them from the power of religion
Free them from the power of darkness
Restore the churches in the world
Spirit of religion, I command you to leave

Give us missionaries
Who will devote themselves to restore the frontiers
Raise up believers
Who will pray on their knees
For the restoration of all nations
Pour out Your power upon those
Who are marching to the end with the
Eternal Gospel

Come Lord Jesus! Come quickly! Amen

-passionate prayer by Dr. Paul Choi.